Love You Forever

I crave for your lips, your voice, your touch.
Silent and starving, I searched through the streets. 

to kiss the liquid measure of your steps. I hunger to write poems of love's unquenchable thirst

upon the warm supple parchment of your skin 

Secret words that only you can comprehend 

till my brush runs dry and I return to dip it again

In the ink made by God for the calligraphy of desire

I Love You Baby.

One Love, One Heart..One Destiny!

Only once in my life, I truly believe,I have found someone who has completely turn my world around.I tell him things that I have never shared with another soul and he absorbs everything I say and actually want to hear more. I have shared my hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many tribulations life has thrown at me. When something wonderful happens, I can’t wait to tell him about it, knowing he will share in my excitement. He is not embarrassed to cry with me when I am hurt or laugh with me when I make a fool of myself. He never did hurt my feelings or made me feel like I am not good enough, but rather he has built me up and inspired me to be hopeful and be the best that I can be.

The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk has become invaluable treasures kept safe in my heart to cherish forever. I feel forever young when he is around.Colours seem brighter and more resplendent. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent . A phone call or two from him helps to get me through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to my face. In his presence, there’s no need for incessant conversation, just having him nearby suffice the notion of 'heavenly bliss'. Things that never interested me before like bike customization, world news,action movies and racing cars have become ever so fascinating because they are important to this person who is so special to me.

I think of this person on every occasion and in everything I do. Simple things bring him to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon.Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. MY only hope for survival and security is in knowing that he is the love of my life. I love him without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love him simply, without problems or pride: I love him in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that his hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep his eyes close.He is my best friend as well as my lover, and I do not know which side of him I enjoy the most. I treasure each side, just as I have treasured our life together.

I married him today on 21 July, three years back and I did declare myself to him then, with pen set to paper. I declare it again today,

I love you. I Love you forever my baby.

Happy Anniversary my life. 

Yours Only,

Muphs 

What is it to Die...?!!

“For what is it to die but to stand naked in the wind and to melt into the sun? And when the earth shall claim your limbs, then shall you truly dance.”
― Kahlil Gibran

Ramadan Kareem

As the holy month of Ramadan begins, may Allah bless our lives and our loved ones with all that is peaceful,pure and abounding in forbearance.May he dwell in our heart through faith and our homes be blessed with the fullness of Allah as we pray and seek mercy,in deed and in truth. Ameen. 


Ramadan Kareem!!! My most favorite month of the year has begun. SubhanAllah!

Home is!

I'll be travelling soon...thinking about going back to my home-city, to my family and friends makes me nostalgic as well as emotional. But if I'd say that I won't miss my home here in Dubai, I'd be blatantly lying. I am experiencing the joy of delirium at the minute; however, thinking about it has made me realize one thing about our affiliations with a place or an object. I have realized that Home is neither here nor there. Home is within us, or home is nowhere at all...

Like think of a tree that rustles in the evening, when we stand uneasy before our own childish thoughts: Trees like us have long thoughts, long-breathing and are restful, just as they have longer lives than ours. They are wiser than we are, as long as we do not listen to them. But when we have learned how to listen to trees, then the brevity and the quickness and the childlike hastiness of our thoughts achieve an incomparable joy. Whoever has learned how to listen to trees no longer wants to be a tree. He wants to be nothing except what he is. That is home. That is happiness.

This is my home where my love and our seed resides...this place exudes their redolence and perculates the dawn of endless memories with each passing day.I aim to foster and rear my affections to both like a gardener who graciously dedicates his utmost care in nurturing the seed so it grows out to be a robust tree one day. And no matter where I go, surpassing the narrow years and the luxurious years, the attacks withstood, the storms endured...every path will eventually lead home-ward to them and out of this trust, I live every day!!!

 


































 Betrachtungen und Gedichte!!!

Journey to Surrender

I look at you and see all the ways a soul can bruise and I wish I could sink my hands into your flesh and light lanterns along your spine so you know that there is nothing but light when I see You!!!

 

 

02-07-Happy Birthday Baby!

Last couple of days have been exhilarating as well as debilitating.Surprised hubby with a spanking new MacBook, booked premium tickets to the world famous Water World on Yas Island and to top it up with some sugary ministering  love, had him indulge in a luxury two night stay at Centro Rotana Hotel. It was not easy  to pursue my surreptitious plan especially when keeping secrets from hubby dearest is totally uncalled for but I did it with persevering care and felt like a champ when I saw the amusing/startled smile on his face as we entered the hotel. We dined on lavish prosciutto wrapped turkey, filet mignon, mousse cake, and beef tenderloin with brussel sprouts, the same night in celebration of his birthday; all fantastic! With me pulling out all the stops in the "I Love You so much" department, it was surely a night to remember for the both of us.

 

Earlier on the day, my two years old tot went all wild and crazy in the pool and had one hell of a time with her Agha dearest while I reclined in the gigantic Jacuzzi. Relaxation Heaven!! We had free excess to the hotel's private beach but we were so busy admiring and cuddling each other that we totally forgot about our master contrivance of a cozy walk out under the star-lit night. *smiles*

 

Next day was completely berserk. We went to Yas Water-world and forgot the world that existed outside the water dominion. We spent almost six hours in there and it was undeniably one of the best times of our lives. When we came out, we couldn't feel our legs, I especially could not see a THING! We were in stitches and soaked to the bone. The main highlight was our mutual efforts to push each other into the waves and the accidental plunge we encountered when our water bubble went tupsy turvy. Both of us went deep into the water while Nu'ha floated on the surface in her life jacket with *like a boss* countenance *sigh*   In a nutshell, we had an amazing time and it was a near perfect experience.

I was thinking about extending my hubby's Birthday holiday when it hit me that I still have to plan for our anniversary surprise * gasps* and that has to be even better, got loads to plan...all of this just asserts one thing! We should always remember and cherish the good times. Keep them safely in our pockets, maybe even in a jar on our desks because we need to know that there always are and will be better days. We need to remember the warmth we felt inside by the love we received from someone most dearest to us, like a small fire ignited inside...so we could hold onto that warmth and never let go.

I Love you my Baby! I  admire how you remain grounded and humble. Never let anything change the person that you are because you, my love are just Perfect!. Mwuah*

Your Loving Wife