N.Jay: Upcoming best-seller in Romance fiction got the be...

N.Jay: Upcoming best-seller in Romance fiction got the be...: Heart of Eternity- The upcoming best-seller in Romance fiction got the best book video award by ArtsBeats.Check it out here! http://www...

Upcoming best-seller in Romance fiction got the best book video award

Heart of Eternity-

The upcoming best-seller in Romance fiction got the best book video award by ArtsBeats.Check it out here!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=htUD8IuKaOM


Buy it here..  

http://www.amazon.co.uk/Heart-Of-Eternity-N-Jay-ebook/dp/B00HCLQY5U/ref=sr_1_1?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1387799273&sr=1-1&keywords=heart+of+eternity

Love You Forever

I crave for your lips, your voice, your touch.
Silent and starving, I searched through the streets. 

to kiss the liquid measure of your steps. I hunger to write poems of love's unquenchable thirst

upon the warm supple parchment of your skin 

Secret words that only you can comprehend 

till my brush runs dry and I return to dip it again

In the ink made by God for the calligraphy of desire

I Love You Baby.

One Love, One Heart..One Destiny!

Only once in my life, I truly believe,I have found someone who has completely turn my world around.I tell him things that I have never shared with another soul and he absorbs everything I say and actually want to hear more. I have shared my hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many tribulations life has thrown at me. When something wonderful happens, I can’t wait to tell him about it, knowing he will share in my excitement. He is not embarrassed to cry with me when I am hurt or laugh with me when I make a fool of myself. He never did hurt my feelings or made me feel like I am not good enough, but rather he has built me up and inspired me to be hopeful and be the best that I can be.

The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk has become invaluable treasures kept safe in my heart to cherish forever. I feel forever young when he is around.Colours seem brighter and more resplendent. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent . A phone call or two from him helps to get me through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to my face. In his presence, there’s no need for incessant conversation, just having him nearby suffice the notion of 'heavenly bliss'. Things that never interested me before like bike customization, world news,action movies and racing cars have become ever so fascinating because they are important to this person who is so special to me.

I think of this person on every occasion and in everything I do. Simple things bring him to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon.Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. MY only hope for survival and security is in knowing that he is the love of my life. I love him without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love him simply, without problems or pride: I love him in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that his hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep his eyes close.He is my best friend as well as my lover, and I do not know which side of him I enjoy the most. I treasure each side, just as I have treasured our life together.

I married him today on 21 July, three years back and I did declare myself to him then, with pen set to paper. I declare it again today,

I love you. I Love you forever my baby.

Happy Anniversary my life. 

Yours Only,

Muphs 

What is it to Die...?!!

“For what is it to die but to stand naked in the wind and to melt into the sun? And when the earth shall claim your limbs, then shall you truly dance.”
― Kahlil Gibran

Ramadan Kareem

As the holy month of Ramadan begins, may Allah bless our lives and our loved ones with all that is peaceful,pure and abounding in forbearance.May he dwell in our heart through faith and our homes be blessed with the fullness of Allah as we pray and seek mercy,in deed and in truth. Ameen. 


Ramadan Kareem!!! My most favorite month of the year has begun. SubhanAllah!

Home is!

I'll be travelling soon...thinking about going back to my home-city, to my family and friends makes me nostalgic as well as emotional. But if I'd say that I won't miss my home here in Dubai, I'd be blatantly lying. I am experiencing the joy of delirium at the minute; however, thinking about it has made me realize one thing about our affiliations with a place or an object. I have realized that Home is neither here nor there. Home is within us, or home is nowhere at all...

Like think of a tree that rustles in the evening, when we stand uneasy before our own childish thoughts: Trees like us have long thoughts, long-breathing and are restful, just as they have longer lives than ours. They are wiser than we are, as long as we do not listen to them. But when we have learned how to listen to trees, then the brevity and the quickness and the childlike hastiness of our thoughts achieve an incomparable joy. Whoever has learned how to listen to trees no longer wants to be a tree. He wants to be nothing except what he is. That is home. That is happiness.

This is my home where my love and our seed resides...this place exudes their redolence and perculates the dawn of endless memories with each passing day.I aim to foster and rear my affections to both like a gardener who graciously dedicates his utmost care in nurturing the seed so it grows out to be a robust tree one day. And no matter where I go, surpassing the narrow years and the luxurious years, the attacks withstood, the storms endured...every path will eventually lead home-ward to them and out of this trust, I live every day!!!

 


































 Betrachtungen und Gedichte!!!

Journey to Surrender

I look at you and see all the ways a soul can bruise and I wish I could sink my hands into your flesh and light lanterns along your spine so you know that there is nothing but light when I see You!!!

 

 

02-07-Happy Birthday Baby!

Last couple of days have been exhilarating as well as debilitating.Surprised hubby with a spanking new MacBook, booked premium tickets to the world famous Water World on Yas Island and to top it up with some sugary ministering  love, had him indulge in a luxury two night stay at Centro Rotana Hotel. It was not easy  to pursue my surreptitious plan especially when keeping secrets from hubby dearest is totally uncalled for but I did it with persevering care and felt like a champ when I saw the amusing/startled smile on his face as we entered the hotel. We dined on lavish prosciutto wrapped turkey, filet mignon, mousse cake, and beef tenderloin with brussel sprouts, the same night in celebration of his birthday; all fantastic! With me pulling out all the stops in the "I Love You so much" department, it was surely a night to remember for the both of us.

 

Earlier on the day, my two years old tot went all wild and crazy in the pool and had one hell of a time with her Agha dearest while I reclined in the gigantic Jacuzzi. Relaxation Heaven!! We had free excess to the hotel's private beach but we were so busy admiring and cuddling each other that we totally forgot about our master contrivance of a cozy walk out under the star-lit night. *smiles*

 

Next day was completely berserk. We went to Yas Water-world and forgot the world that existed outside the water dominion. We spent almost six hours in there and it was undeniably one of the best times of our lives. When we came out, we couldn't feel our legs, I especially could not see a THING! We were in stitches and soaked to the bone. The main highlight was our mutual efforts to push each other into the waves and the accidental plunge we encountered when our water bubble went tupsy turvy. Both of us went deep into the water while Nu'ha floated on the surface in her life jacket with *like a boss* countenance *sigh*   In a nutshell, we had an amazing time and it was a near perfect experience.

I was thinking about extending my hubby's Birthday holiday when it hit me that I still have to plan for our anniversary surprise * gasps* and that has to be even better, got loads to plan...all of this just asserts one thing! We should always remember and cherish the good times. Keep them safely in our pockets, maybe even in a jar on our desks because we need to know that there always are and will be better days. We need to remember the warmth we felt inside by the love we received from someone most dearest to us, like a small fire ignited inside...so we could hold onto that warmth and never let go.

I Love you my Baby! I  admire how you remain grounded and humble. Never let anything change the person that you are because you, my love are just Perfect!. Mwuah*

Your Loving Wife

Sneak Peak!

Now that I have got holidays, I can spare some time to work on my website and do some last minute checks before I sign a publishing contract. God willing, Heart of Eternity will find its place on the shelves of all bookstores across the world by Christmas. Excited much!!!

Here's a sneak peak of the Cover . (Guess who's shining on it like a star...you're simply delicious Hun!!! x

 

 

 

 

Penultimate Day!

Last two days at work were surely over-hyped and dripping with surprises. Teacher of the Summer award, the Talent Show paraphernalia followed by a hearty approbation publicly expressed by the management in the form of a  standing ovation and a gigantic bouquet (I love roses), Jay's surprise visit to TSPS and the laurels Adrian and Peter sang in his ears about "some wife he's got" were some of the main highlights of the day for me. The shimmer in Jay's eyes touched my heart and I genuinely felt over-whelmed by the fact that my hubb's so proud of me. I also felt that I was lauded up to the skies not because I got a fantastic end of the year farewell but because I received inordinate love and encouragement from my kids and that made my day. I matter because they are there... so, rendering homage to all my kids in this post would be the fairest thing to do, I guess. Love you my littleuns .

 

Wind Beneath My Wings

So I had this plan of surprising my hubby with a song dedication as he turns 30 this July but then I thought what's the point of a song dedication if I don't sing it to him? So here I was, rehearsing for the past two weeks at TSPS, bursting my vocal cords just to say ...









Oh, oh, oh, oh

It must have been cold there in my shadow
To never have sunlight on your face
You were content to let me shine, that's your way
You always walked a step behind

So I was the one with all the glory
While you were the one with all the strength
A beautiful face without a name for so long
A beautiful smile to hide the pain

Did you ever know that you're my hero
And everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle
For you are the wind beneath my wings

It might have appeared to go unnoticed
But I've got it all here in my heart
I want you to know, I know the truth, of course I know it
I would be nothing without you

Fly, fly, so high against the sky
So high I almost touch the sky
Thank you, thank you
Thank God for you, the wind beneath my wings

Bette Midler-

Infinity

We are like a bridge hanging between eternities,
Curling and uncoiling,
Separating and colliding,
Like patterns and streaks of hue;
Bespattered by an intricate illusionist
We paint ourselves everyday,
On the blank canvas of dreams...

Forever Young...

 

 Sometimes I consider myself really lucky to be amongst young minds,mostly I feel blessed that they want to be around me.They seem like airy and spirit-lifting dreams hovering around me with their cleanly wantonness. Some way or the other,we both save each other from fissiparous tendencies,we both work to channel our energies with proper orientation for the good of humanity,I teach them how to harness stability and maintain control in their vapid state, they teach me to be tumultuous and fearless.This way world seems entirely new to us everyday and we age together without decay.

Bob Dylan did capture the essence of it all when he said and I quote:

May you grow up to be righteous, may you grow up to be true. 

May you always know the truth and see the lights surrounding you. 

May you always be courageous, stand upright and be strong. 

May you stay forever young.

Dragonfly

On a white rose,near the emerald leafs,
With sparkling sensations and flowery dreams,
I lay bare in your hand and taste you sweet
Stretching my wings, like blushing petals to be held within
In delicious moments such as these
I float upon a silvery stream
with drops of rain falling down in your dream
Tangled in your heart's placid lake
I writhel like the wings of a dragonfly
wild and free...

Five more days...

So the countdown has begun...five more days till I jump on the Summer bonanza bandwagon.The mad driver's finding the crackers to pull while I wear my party hat. Ready to go all berserk, holidays, here I come! Hallelujah!!!

Turning into his dust...

"... Like a seethe of flame when kissed by his gaze, like a Sufi afloat,in silver rivers of heaven and sky dancing on the tune of nothingness,brazen wild with ecstasy. Like the angel of death ,celebrating the passing away of a lover's soul into the abyss of oblivion.Like the burning of an enraptured heart,melting in nascent pulsation  to illumine his kingdom of darkness. Like knitting the arras of a new lifeblood; slash,cut and mold with blind strokes, cultivating the verdant seeds of his being, from head to toe,flesh to soul...I am this and much much more! I am the beginning and the end! I am here and everywhere! I am his and he belongs to me! See me invincible when I turn into his dust."